AUTHOR: Rona Davis
TITLE: New Beginnings
DATE: 11:45:00 AM
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I spent the last hour of my work day Friday listening to the recording of The Freedom Hour with guest Marcus Hill. I was able to listen and get some much needed paper clutter taken care of. Nice way to end the week. A rare and precious gift in my world of chaos. Thank you Abba, Father!
Listening to Marcus's testimony again was just as inspiring to me as the first few times I heard him give his testimony live as well as the day we sat in the recording studio to record this episode last September. Isn't it so cool that God can make our testimonies so alive with His Word that it can be new each time it is heard? This time, although Marcus only briefly touches on this at the end of the recording, my thoughts were very pulled by his testimony of New Beginnings. It lingered in my mind all weekend.
I have been following Christ for fourteen years. I have tripped, stumbled, bumbled, fumbled, fallen, moved backward, forward, sideways, derailed, jumped the tracks, and crash landed time and time again. I have also moved forward, danced, laughed, loved, floated, slid into home plate just before the out, leapt over the wall, and most importantly I have learned and grown.
Mercy doesn't stop at the moment of salvation, thank God! His mercies are new every single day! In the midst of Jeremiah's lamenting of God's chosen people and their sufferings, he still praises God for this continually renewing mercy.
Because of the Lord's great love we are not consumed, for his compassions never fail. They are new every morning; great is your faithfulness. Lamentations 3:22-23 (NIV)
This is such a comfort for me. I am one of those people who really lives life out loud and many times in doing so..... I run ahead of where the Lord and I are walking together.
Each time, because I am running on my own terms and in my own energy, I don't have the necessary fuel to carry me that far. I stop, in the middle of where I am, too tired to move another step. 
I awake to feel more tired still, not refreshed and I am faced with the reality that I am once again at the end of myself.
I collapse in a heap, frozen in exhaustion and fear of my own failures repeating themselves over and over. I spend time in non-productive paralysis. Guilt moves over me like an electric blanket on a freezing cold morning and I cannot get up and get on with the business of life.
Time after time though, the Lord patiently walks back and extends His hand to help me up; reminding me that God's mercies are new every day.
I don't need to wallow about the past mistakes, not even yesterday's mistakes! I need to just get up and move along on my journey.
I need to walk in my freedom, purpose, and new restoration all bought with His blood.
I need to get back to the business of the Abundant Living He came to give to me. 
I continually reevaluate my life. Many times I am fearful I am not living in God's will for my life. Listening to Marcus share his journey reminds me again that today is a New Beginning! As I seek to live in Purposed Freedom, today I have the grace sufficient for me in my journey. Another, and more important, rare and precious gift in my world of chaos! Thank you Abba, Father! But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. 2 Corinthians 12:9 (NIV)Labels: Abundant Living, freedom, grace, mercy, purpose, PurposedFreedom, Restoration, The Freedom Hour
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New Beginnings
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